You guyssssss. I can't even believe it has been so long since I have written a blog. Life, man. I tell ya, it gets crazy sometimes. Things have been out of control for so long now, and I'm ready to come back home. I'm ready to get back to blogging, I'm ready to get back to the things that used to bring me so much joy. You know how hard it is, when your life is going full speed ahead and sometimes you feel like you are not even in control of it, you are just along for the ride? That's where I've been at yall, for a long ass time.
But, I'm tired. I'm tired of waiting for there to be "time". There's never any "time", and I'm starting to realize that if there are things that I want to do, I'm going to have to be the one to get up, get off my butt, and make the time. So, that's what I'm doing. From now on, I'm really trying to focus on the things that make me happy, and I'm going to try to worry a little less about the things I "have to" do. I hate the feeling that life is passing me by and I'm ready to get it back in control and get back to being me.
Ugh, there are so many things to tell you guys about, I don't even know where to start. I'm probably just going to have to fill you in, just a little bit at a time, and go from there. But, that will come tomorrow or one day soon. I'll probably just start at the beginning and give yall the full update on life. Warning- that might take some time!
Life is great guys. It really is. It's going fast, I'm rushing constantly, every second of every day, and I just want it all to slow down, BUT, life is great. I'm spending it with my best friend, I love him so much and I am so grateful to be living this crazy life. I'm also living it raising up these four crazy kids that I have been ever so blessed to have in my life. I don't know how I got so lucky, but I sure am grateful. I'm excited to be back with yall and to take yall on the ride with me, so I hope you are ready!